The experience of having a second child is so much different than the first. I'm not nervous about anything (except what Emmalyn is up to if I have to run to the bathroom real quick!). With the first, I remember being nervous about going to Target, changing blow-out diapers, feeding at the right time, giving baths, and even just putting her head through a onesie. But the second time around, I feel like a pro. Also, Adelaide has no choice but to just go! go! go! With Emmalyn I was so nervous about public germs. However, once you've witnessed your child licking the metal poles in line at Sea World (can I get a barf bag?!), you learn to let loose a little. Hand sanitizer is still my best friend, and I try to keep Adelaide covered in her car seat when we're out, but I'd go stir crazy (and Emmalyn would, too!) if we didn't venture out practically every day. Adelaide has been to museums, the library, shopping, parks, church, and friend's houses multiple times.
She is still sleeping in her "Rock-n-play" sleeper next to our bed, and I don't plan on moving her any time soon. I love having her sleep next to me. I love hearing her breaths, snores, and baby pterodactyl-like noises. I love that in the middle of the night I can just reach over to nurse her. Adelaide is still wearing newborn clothes and diapers. She doesn't mind "tummy-time" and holds her head up remarkably well. At night, she even scoots herself almost all the way over onto her side. She loves listening to Emmalyn sing, dance, and play the guitar. We've nicknamed her "Bright Eyes" for the way she watches everyone around her. Next to her older sister's, you can definitely see that her eyes are blue. I just wonder if they're going to stay that way?
I'm absolutely loving being a mommy to my two beautiful girls. It truly is the great thing I've ever done! It's cliche, I know, but I can't remember life before Adelaide. By the Grace of God, she was meant to be in our family.
And as Emmalyn would say, "Can we keep her?"
Yes. We can keep her. She's ours forever...